it is never been as easy as it written,
since i really never get a real one for good
but it is also not an impossible one
nor the one i have gave myself up
it is just..
i may have not spell it right
or really looked at it properly
or maybe..
i just need to put it more
into a level i have never reach before
and for that sake of purpose,
i will shout it again..
for the many times
and still for the same old reason
so please,
let it everlasting..